molasses0205

A broken dream of girl, I've been cowering for years, the edges of my fear sharp and threatening to impale me. In the darkest depths of this ache, "safe" became a haven, a habit, a hurt-- the ground shifted beneath me, life grew wild around my feet, but I chose not to budge or change. I stagnated, a pond devoid of ripples-- a lightless, lifeless set of hopes without the proper words to lift me. Somewhere between safe and happy, I lost my balance and forgot myself and when the axis reached the apex, I pulled you down with me. Broken shell of boy, I hope you understand-- I'll apologize for hurting you but I refuse to throw myself away agai